Thought You Should Know

I shall tell her (Death) a story, and she will be kind to me.” 

Alexandre Dumas



















The sun had

                                      not risen yet,

     but one could see its glow, peaking over the eastern          
horizon that was full of rolling hills and cubic                                              buildings,

bringing with it

        the promise                  of brilliant lights;

           full of oranges,           reds,                  gold’s,

and yellows, 

                    not to mention

                                               the warmth of a new day.

           Despite the coming tide of dawn,

the metropolis remained mostly asleep,

and        why                shouldn’t            it?

           It deserved the hangover

                         it was now suffering from.

           The celebrations from the night before

           had been beyond anyone’s expectations,

                    full of music,

                                          dancing,

                   food,

                                     and fireworks.

                                                             And of course, 

                                                                               alcohol.

The event was a massive success

which will be remembered

            for a long                      time to come,

                                    so why not take a day off?

The sun continued to 

     c—

              r—

                     e—

                             e—

                                     p further along,

                                         its shimmering light

                                       p u s h i n g the

dark

    night 

                                                                     away,

causing the stars to 

            

                    N 

                               i

                                        

                                                   h

                                                                          under a veil 

                                                                      of illumination.

The moon was nowhere

to be found,

probably hungover itself, getting drunk through osmosis from the alcohol vapors in the air, and nursing a migraine from being up all night as the city partied on.

                                  Somewhere in the center of the                                                       slumbering city is a certain

                                              building, a glamorous hotel,

                                              forty stories high,

                                              standing erect like

                                              an enormous ivory

                                              monolith

                                              of the highest

                                              quality

                                              materials;

                                   worth every star in its

                                         prestigious title.

On the top floor,

        where the best rooms sit,

                a particular one has been rented out

                    at the rate of $40,000 a night.

                There’s no need to see

            what’s in the mini-fridge.

        The room itself faced the East and was as                 prepared as it could be

                            to receive the oncoming onslaught

                                                of light rays

that were                         now slithering

into                       the shadowed                     room;

splintered                        into several blades                    of light by                         the partially                   opened shades,                      hanging there                like their cousins in limbo,                          cutting through the                             shadowy interior of the space.

                A queen sized bed sat near

              the sliding glass balcony doors

                  which lay directly across

                the kitchen and it’s paradise island bar.

                The sheets were tossed

          and pillows

                                             were ruffled.

                   The bed’s occupant

                                did not have a restful night,

             this was a certainty.

                     The dark, midnight blue blankets

            seemed to dance with the ever

         increasing sunlight. Besides the empty

                       bed lay a dresser made from

              various unknown exotic woods and a

       coffee table to match. Upon the

   circular table sat an off-cream

                         colored answering machine.

              Its red notification light

                  blinked—persistently—blinked

      next to a vibrant number one

                     of the same color;

                                                   someone

                                                   had

                                                   left

                                                   a

                                                   message

                                                   that

                                                   hasn’t

                                                   been

                                                   made,

and yet waited patiently to be heard.

From the kitchen,

the sound of a bottle

gently tapping against

glass, can be heard,

followed by the smooth

pouring of a liquid

over several ice cubes.

The silhouette of a

thirty-something

year old man prepares himself a drink.

It could be gin;

it could be vodka;

it could be everclear or absinthe,

but it most definitely wasn’t water.

     Whatever it was, it was his fourth this morning. He downs the drink swiftly, in a single motion, easily emptying the glass of its fluids, leaving the ice cubes behind. Loosening his black and silver striped tie with one hand, he pours himself another drink.

                His eyes are glazed over and sunken like the warships of old, downed by torpedoes of exhaustion; his short brown hair shoots off in every direction; the shade of a beard has begun to take root upon his square jaw. His Misty blue button up shirt is creased in uneven ridges, though is otherwise clean, unlike his black slacks; splattered with mud, creating the illusion of an alien leopard print. His bare feet shift tentatively on the hardwood floor as he downs his beverage yet again without a second thought.

                Placing the glass back down on the island

surface, he stares into the clear container;

his reflection stares back tenfold, like the

distorted eye of some exotic insect. He

contemplates making another drink, but

then chooses to put the cap back on the

bottle instead, leaving the glass to wallow

with its melting ice.

Taking

        a deep

                breath and

                        letting out

                                            a sigh,

                                    fading away

                                with his

                                            exhalation,

                                                    he walks

                                                over to the

                                        unmade bed

                                    and looks

                        down at

                                    the unimportant

                    answering

                                    machine with

                                its droning

                        red light of

                                        urgency and

                                                importance.

                                            He already

                                                    knows who

                                                                the message

                                                                            is from; the

                                                                    only person

                    who talks to

him, let alone

giving him

any notice

whatsoever in

           a very,

                           very,

                                            very

             —l—o—n—g — t—i—m—e—.—

Thirty-two is what he passes for,

          but adding                      a zero

          to the end wouldn’t

          even come close to

          his true age and he

                      can only look

                      forward to many

                      more zeroes being

                      added on,

                                either to be enjoyed

                                      or lamented,

              which is probably

       what caused her

    to follow him in the first place;

both fascinating and infuriating

                                  her at the same time,

                             having given up on

                       figuring out how

                               he had evaded her

                notice for so long,

   and instead placed

                     her efforts into finding

a way to complete

                               her job, and having

        a little fun along

             the way, something

      one wouldn’t exactly

  associate with a

                                being like her, but

happiness in the workplace

                                        is important after all.

Letting out     a deep     breath through     his

nostrils,     the man     reaches over and     presses

the PLAY button on     the ever     patient

device     made up of     plastics and     metals that

    will pass and     expire long     before he     will.

                                                   Forever thirty-two.

                    There are worse ages

     to spend eternity in,

                          besides maybe thirty-eight or fifty-nine,

                but thirty-two fit him just fine.

                                    ‘YOU HAVE ONE NEW MESSAGE,’

                                the automated female voice spoke,

                                          ‘FIRST NEW MESSAGE,’

a brief pause breaks the robotic voice as the message is                                                                         prepared.

                It soon continues as another woman’s voice comes on: ethereal, a mixture of singing and speaking, yet neither one or the other; a voice filled with peace and dread all at once; a voice of inevitability; the kind of voice you have always expected to hear, or have been avoiding your whole life; a voice the man calls                                                     F(R)IEND.

I thought you should know that you died today.

                                     The world didn’t mean to hurt you,

                              and that it’s sorry.

                                                    It isn’t holding a grudge,

the message went on with its otherworldly song,

                                                          ‘and if you are,

                                                        you should probably let it go.

                                    Just thought you should know.

Another moment of silence passes and the

                                     man momentarily

                               wonders if she had forgotten

                          to hang-up the phone,

                    but he waves the thought away

               just as swiftly as it came,

                       understanding the impossibility

         of the thing: she never used a phone.

There isn’t a recorded message,

                    but she is there nonetheless.

                            She is all over in truth,

            and even though everything

            is familiar with what she does,

                        no one can truly comprehend

                            the enormity of the scope of her being.

Hello?‘ the message continued, ‘are you still there? I know you’re still there. Where else do you have to go?

                                                                     Another pause.

You better not be sleeping, still. You know how much I hate it when you sleep. Don’t make me wait long.

The tape clicks as the

                                                      —PLAY

                                                      button releases,

returning to its original position

as if it had been playing something

                                                      all along.

That’s the thing about the ethereal:

    they

        don’t

            have

                    to

                        follow

                            our

                                rules.

‘Make you wait long?’

                         The man chuckles, ‘all you do is wait.’

The blades of sunlight

have     begun their     ascent through the

kitchen     and opposing     wall, highlighting

the pastel     green color     scheme and floral patterns which littered     the bar;     refracting through the empty alcohol     bottles and     glasses of ice and dew and condensation.     There they     would remain until the housekeeping     unit came in.     Regardless, the man would not be the     one to move     them.

                    Standing up,

                    the man tucks

                    his shirt back

                    in and fixes

                    his tie, before

                    half-heartedly

                    pat’s off the

                    drying mud

                    on his pants,

                    but he doesn’t

                    bother to put

                    any shoes on,

                    it’s more interesting that way.

        The

        sun had

        breached over the

        hills now, it’s golden crown

        of cosmic radiance shining

        proudly. The midnight

        black of

        the

        night had

        given way to

        the bright blues of

        the day.

Casually walking     over towards             the sliding glass doors 

which         led to the         balcony, the         man pulls the             shades 

back, letting the                 full barrage of light from the sun to 

                        flood the extravagant room. He opens the                                 glass door; 

            they gracefully                             glide upon their well                         liked tracks. 

                                        Stepping out upon the white                                                                 concrete balcony, the 

                                    man carefully closes the door behind him with barely 

a sound.                                 He takes another deep                     breath, filling his 

lungs                     with the curious mo(u)rning air.

Gripping the safety rail,        the man pulls himself up

onto the balcony wall and grabs hold of the overhang

above him.              Steadying himself in his precarious 

situation until he is able to               purchase a suitable 

footing.         Taking another long and deep breath, he 

considers the strange                                mo(u)rning air.

He spreads his arms                                   w—i—d—e;

hands                                                 f_a—n-n—e_d out

to their                                                          fullest extent;

closes       his eyes and elegantly leans forward,

                         his toes giving the slightest push

off the railing before he is completely disengaged 

                  from the steel, glass, and concrete construct.

Down

            and

                down

                he

                    went,

                                 falling,

                                            but not flailing.

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The windows and passing balconies 

become a blur as the wind brushes by his being. His Hands Remained o-p-e-n; his arms still w—i—d—e;

his legs side by side. The sun’s warm fingers desperately raced, trying to catch the falling man to no avail. On and on he fell.

Strange, the man thinks to himself, his eyes still closed, I don’t remember it taking this long last ti

/SNAP\ 





                       —CRUNCH—






                                                                  _SPLAT_!

          In spite of the sun’s best efforts, 

it is ultimately the ground 

who manages to catch 

the falling man with its confident 

and solid embrace. 

Unfortunately, there are no witnesses around 

to see the miraculous catch, 

though the man’s body 

would definitely beg to differ 

that this was no miracle.

                                                                                Far from it.

Just

           another common

                             occurrence in the

                                                 everyday life of this

                                     unique man who now lay

                     broken upon the concrete sidewalk.

                     Arms

                                and

                                     legs

                          bent in unusual

                                                    angles;

                                                             ribcage

                                      and

            hips                  shattered;

        spine

                            and

                                                         organs collapsed, 

and yet against all probability,

the man’s head remained nearly undamaged,

                                           save     for a fractured jaw

                                         and     a particularly nasty cut

                                      on     his left cheek.

                                Staring

                                down

                                the sidewalk,

                                he

                                sees

                                            a

                                            figure

                                            clad

                                            in

                                            black

                    slowly

                    making

                    its

                    way

                    towards

                                                                        his

                                                             mangled

                                                                   body.

His-sight-is-blurry-from-the-impact,-but-his-eyes-soon-realign-themselves-and-find-their-focus,-bringing-the-figure-into-clarity:-a-woman,-slim-and-elegant,-like-Audrey-Hepburn-dressed-like-a-lifelong-fan-of-The-Cure,-and-a-pair-of-wings-which-hung-lazily-in-the-air,-though-they-more-resembled-tears-in-the-fabric-of-the-universe;

sheets of reality,

each filled with billions

upon countless billions of stars;

her skin was as pale as a winter moon,

yet her dress was blinding

in its darkness:

                       a stark contrast 

                           to the ever brightening day.

          She stops 

                       right in front of his body 

        and lowers herself down to a knee. 

                       She pushes some of his hair 

                                        away from his face, 

                           delicately brushing his skin 

    as if it were part of a delicate fossil.

The faintest of smiles

    appears on her face.

            ‘That was fun,’ she

                                     says. Her voice is the

                                     same contradictory

                                     tone from the

                  answering machine;

              that voice of comfort

           and dread; unease

        and relaxation;

     familiar and unknown;

   soothing and disturbing.

I’d give it an eight out of ten. ‘

                                     She starts to caress 

                                       his face in a way 

                                 that only a lover would, 

                            the tips of her delicate fingers 

                             performing a delicate dance, 

                      barely making contact with his skin.

‘Can we go somewhere else?’

              the man manages to croak 

                    through his mouth,

                                   ‘this city is beginning to bore me.

                                      It’s always the same thing: 

                                        party all night, sleep all day.’

                    The odd woman’s smile widens 

                            at the sound of this,

                                    revealing her bone white teeth.

            She places her hand against his cheek

                  as his bones,

                                             quite literally,

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back into place.

     When she removes her hand from his face,

all the cuts and blemishes disappear,

          including his young beard.

                 Another minute later,

           the man is able to stand up on his own

                          as if nothing had happened.

        The mysterious woman looks at him

with blank, indifferent eyes,

           but her smile remained.

Of course we can go somewhere else,’ she quipped 

                      in her mysterious voice. 

                                    ‘We can go wherever something is dying, 

                                                   and things are always dying in this reality, 

                                                   so in a way, I am everywhere.’

The pair of unusual beings stare at one another for some time as the sun shines on, finally breaking over the distant hills completely.

                       ‘Where would you like to go?’

The man looks away,

     lost in       the labyrinth        of thought,

trying       to        think of         something             new,

             something no one            else has ever     done,

when            it suddenly                            comes to him.

                                   ‘Event horizon,’ 

was all he said at first.

The

    woman’s

            smile

                grew

                    even

                            wider

                                than

                                    before.

                                     This would

                                      be a new

                                      experience for her as

                                                                     well.

                                                      ‘I would like to see 

                                                  the event horizon 

                                             of a black hole.’

     Holding

                 out

                     her

                   hands,

              the woman

            takes his hands,

   her cosmic wings wrap

            around and envelop 

                                  them both.

One instant they are there, the

next, they are gone, far, far away.


FIN

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